Here I am, coming back to you. I am still recovering from the recent heart ache I have gone through. I thought you are already him. I thought I have found you. But then again he choses another one over me. And that made me think once more, why I am always left out alone?
I am now 42 years old and I have not yet met you. I really don't know if I will still meet you sometime in the future or not anymore. But I want you to know that never a day I failed praying for you. I pray for you whenever you touches my mind. From the time I opened my eyes in the morning, during my middle of the day break, and before I sleep I keep on praying that you had a great day. I pray you are in a good condition, perfectly healthy, free from stress, financially stable, safe and a lot more. I pray that somehow you will feel that there is someone out there who keeps on praying for you. All I want for you is to be okay. God knows that I love you. I just have to be patient until the day He will reveal to me your face. Until such day come, all I can do is to take care of myself. I know I will be ready when that day comes.
I am mending my broken heart as of now. But I do understand. God answered me "no" when I asked Him if he is the one. I respect that. I will wait until I finally meet you my faceless future husband. I know I love you and I know deep in my heart that I always will. I hope you will be patient to me, too.
Love,
Your Future Wife
